Bankrupt Coked Up And Fxxked Up

As I mentioned before he was never off FB I think it was because as I said he seen him self as some kind of celeb and of course Social Media was his platform/stage and he was the leading character in his one man show, and god forbid anyone was to steal it, and don't get me started about the bile he used to write, it was fooking embarrassing, derogatory, and even racist at times, but that's ignorance for you isn't it! He used to write these nasty, nasty poems just absolute filth, and I know for a fact I lost a lot of friends on FB because of this behaviour, which was a little unjust, because I did not warrant this behaviour but in peoples minds I was guilty by association, which is sad because I am nothing like him thank God! So on this particular day he must of been scrawling through face book and he came across some one that had said something about me! which was rather unkind, saying that it was probably brought about by him! and his weird freaking behaviour, but I w...

And don't get me started about the nights out with him they were a freaking nightmare too! I literately just had to look at the floor all night god forbid I made eye contact with anyone! And that was it that's all it took, he was like a ticking time bomb, "you looked at him" "you must fancy him" " you want to fuck him don't you?" this went on and on and on till I got to the point I just did not want to go out let alone marry the fooker! but I was trapped, I remember calling my friend, ha! singular, friend, they were always few and far between, they always are when your in a relationship with a psycho!... any way I   was crying down the phone, "what am I doing I wailed, as I gulped back another Bacardi and coke, and then snorted another line of coke my life had become a haze of alcohol and drugs, but I  think the thing that really sealed the deal for me was that I had tried to overturn my latest bankruptcy brought upon by my last Husband...