As I mentioned before he was never off FB I think it was because as I said he seen him self as some kind of celeb and of course Social Media was his platform/stage and he was the leading character in his one man show, and god forbid anyone was to steal it, and don't get me started about the bile he used to write, it was fooking embarrassing, derogatory, and even racist at times, but that's ignorance for you isn't it!
He used to write these nasty, nasty poems just absolute filth, and I know for a fact I lost a lot of friends on FB because of this behaviour, which was a little unjust, because I did not warrant this behaviour but in peoples minds I was guilty by association, which is sad because I am nothing like him thank God!
So on this particular day he must of been scrawling through face book and he came across some one that had said something about me! which was rather unkind, saying that it was probably brought about by him! and his weird freaking behaviour, but I was just the target, or the whipping boy!
Well, he seen red and started ranting about, how he was going to sort them out, and I was like just leave it, and of course the more I tried to diffuse the situation the more agitated he became, then he started ranting " you think I'm scared don't you?" "did I say that" I replied, "you don't have to its written all over your face" then he continued "well as it happens I am scared of no one, I have killed before! oh fucking great I thought I know most people would now be running for the door eh!
Not fooking me! So then he went on about how he killed some guy for his father seemingly he owed money to him! and refused to pay, so Captain C took him out, or in layman's terms killed him! he said he used an axe to hack him to death then buried his body in some waste land! very matter of fact!
And by all accounts that's exactly what he was going to do to this troll on FB, WTAF I said "you cant go about killing people that's just proper fooked up" he said he wasn't going to kill him, he was just going to warn him off, then he jumped in his vehicle and took off, as you can imagine I was a little concerned, OK a big bit, especially when he returned 30 mins later with a roll of plastic tarpaulin a spade some rope and a balaclava, it was like a scene from Ted fooking Bundy!!!!
Then he fooked off again I did not see him again for at least another ten hours as that's when he came home, exhausted as you can imagine, because he had been driving all over the countryside looking for the so called troll thank-god he did not find him.
OMG, what kind of a maniac was I living with who in their right mind would go to such lengths was he really a killer? or did he just want me to believe he was so there was always an element of fear there, non the less I still had to live with this man and even sleep with him, talk about sleeping with the enemy, how the fook did I get into this situation?, Oh yeah that's right, it was because I had spent the last 20 years with another dysfunctional sociopath, I had been indoctrinated to thinking this was normal, desensitised, I suppose you could say, I could not depict what was real and what wasn't, as I had no healthy boundaries, and this fooker knew it, he thought he could do and say, whatever he wanted and I would not challenge him in any shape or fashion!
Abusers are attracted to peoples strengths so they can destroy them ..
"Yes, you were spotted and chosen"
(Shannon Thomas;
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