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"My Milkshake brings all the Narcs/Sociopaths to the yard"



I was never so relieved, when it was time to go home and to be honest there really should of been more to say about an experience like getting married in Vegas, but although Captain C was nefariously Narcissistic, he was actually quite a boring mother fooker, cause he did not want to do anything outside of the box I mean he always bragged about doing this, and doing that, but it was all fantastical story telling that's all, as he lived within the realms of his own fooking sick twisted mind!
Before we went to Vegas he never shut up about wanting to go to a live sex show when we was out there, and he wanted to get up on stage and be the star of the show looool! he never once mentioned that when we were out there thank fook! but that's an example of how he was always trying to inflate his huge ego, a complete turn off and even writing this throws shade on my intelligence, for going along with any of it.  Oh! and I tell you what else he did, he took it upon himself to put one of our wedding photos in the Newspaper, Yes, one where my ex husband, Agent of chaos's family would see, well fook me the next night at about 3 o clock in the morning, I get this really cryptic phone call from Agent of chaos himself just wailing down the phone "WHYYYYYYYYYYYY"  Oh my fooking days! "My milkshake brings all the Narcs/sociopaths to the yard"what can I say! "I knew you were out there Agent of chaos lurking about in the shadows and this just proves it!"I wonder what happened to his Russian, woman of the night? I guess, it takes a certain type of person to tolerate a sociopath, she had obviously not been conditioned enough, or maybe it was the lack of sex, "cause his thing is prostitutes sweetheart!," Oh! that's right, that's how he met you! ha! fooking ironic! 
So my feet are now firmly on on home turf which is good cause I can take something to numb the pain! but even doing that was fooking risky around this predator cause if you knock yourself out with something you would come to and find him writhing about on top of you!
I needed something other than substances to take my mind of all this shit I needed a project I thought, so I said to Captain C I want a small/Boutique selling clothes, as I had done this in the past with great success Oh well fook me he had to take the fook over did he not!, I wouldn't of minded, but it was going to be my money, from the sale of my diamond rolex, diamond earrings, and all kinds of diamond luxury jewellery I had squirrelled away whilst I was still married to the last manic, that was going to bank roll it! this was the only last bit of collateral I had left, and I was super excited when I found a small shop ideal for my needs! Oh no this was not meant to be, because Captain Creepy! has grandiose freaking ideas away above his station fooking La La Land this Cunt! so he finds the biggest ugliest shop that needed a shit load of financial investment, and stuck in his heels like the little bitch that he is! I suppose its easy to be the big man with other peoples money! just remember my last husband left me bankrupt so I could not sign the lease, so therefore it was put in Capatain C's name, more power to him eh! saying that my mother could of been guarantor, and did offer but she was politely told to fook off! so, I stupidly paid the deposit on the ugliest shop in town, and so it began, my further decent into hell that is.. and I'm telling you this place was a fooking money pit, it didn't matter how much you threw at it, lets just say it was swallowed up! and then half way through he decides he wants to install sunbeds which requires phase three electric, costs a fooking fortune yep I know, and with that the whole street had to be dug up and closed off more fooking chaos, and all the while the shop is never opening, because hes doing all the work himself, because he wont allow any workmen in, he said I would have sex with them all WTAF  me thinks he doth protest to much! I was not allowed to even look at at another man let alone speak to one and by now I know hes been deleting pretty much every male on my FB account, yet he is all over females like a hot rash not that any of them really take him on, as its apparent he has the reputation as the King Of Sleaze, I tell you how bad he was, I actually caught him relieving himself,  to one particular females pictures, violation or what!
And yet he has the cheek to think ill of me, pot kettle black comes to mind!..he was just out of control, spending money that he did not have, and wanking alll over everyone Gawd's! he even asked my mother who gave him a cash injection for thousands as well,  .. it was crazy and all the while the shop was-shut we were losing money, but he insisted in doing all the work himself, and I was getting more and more fooking agitated by the day, so I have to be punished for daring to challenge him!. Unbeknown to me one particular day he took my young son and stuck him down the cellar that was pitch black, and stinking, and god knows what diseases was lurking in there and he insisted he cleaned it, he was only 7-8 years old and he is of course autistic, he was fooking terrified, and when I found out I lost my shit and did he flinch did he fook he was smiling from ear to ear cause he got great satisfaction in the cruelty he inflicted on him, cause hes a sadistic mother fooker..
I was never so glad when he went the fook away, cause I got some workmen in to connect all the sunbeds, because I needed that shop up and running cause we were losing money hand over fist everyday we were not open, well holy fook when I eventually told Capatain C over the phone about the workmen connecting the sunbeds, he literally jumped through that phone and strangled me! he was fooking livid accused me of having sex with them all, accused them of fooking up everything, oh my freaking days it was a complete shit storm, and I knew I wasn't going to get away with it ..so, as I said I got things up and running, and had a small gathering to open the shop! he was not happy! not in the slightest!, whats-more, my daughter had come to stay also, to help with the shop, she was working along side me, so of course she brought her boyfriend to the opening and guess what I had sex with him too, in-fact  I had sex with her last boyfriend as well, I'm some fooking woman I kid you not! I know I am somewhat glib about it, but when your being accused of this day in, day out, it really fooks with your head and grinds you down!
Well, the day of reckoning was looming, and I knew it was going to be ugly, but home he came, and he did not kick off as much as I thought, had I got away with with opening the shop with out him being there? are you fooking kidding me!  Captain C is a fully fledged narcissist, I pissed on his parade, he wanted the adulation of everyone saying OMG, did you do all the work in this shop yourself! regardless of how much it cost and how long he took he wanted to basque in the fooking glory, and I snatched that away from him!, there was going to be repercussions mark my word, so what did he do? he offered a job to the female I caught him masturbating too! this could not get any more fooked up if you tried!

Narcissists don't change, because they don't want to change.
They want to keep on using and abusing because it gets them the attention, they
So desperately crave... -Anne Mcrea

       

 

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