To leave somewhere immediately to evacuate or scram.....
And that is exactly what I did, I went to my sisters house as that was where my mother was staying with my son, what the hell was I doing?, obviously I could not leave things as they were as I was still very invested in the business we shared, so I went to work the next day it was awful having to pretend everything was OK, but I did it .. and then he called me! and said that I could still run the business, and that he would not make any difference to me!, and suggested for me to go round so we could speak about it all, and stupidly I did and whilst I was there I nipped to the toilet and left my bag unattended and he must of gone through my phone, and seen a message to a male friend that I had, so when I came out of the toilet he was standing at the toilet door and he just lost his shit! there was obviously a scuffle I fell to the ground and next minute I'm being dragged down the stairs by my hair then before I know it, he has smashed my phone of my head, but that was not before he messaged the male in question to tell him he was going to kill him, if he ever spoke to me again! then I scream "that's it I'm calling the police" and with that he begins to breakdown and cry, yep!you have already guessed he is crying for himself ! defiantly not for me! and of course he's got me! BOOM! cause its apparent he has shit loads of problems so, I'm thinking, maybe he can deal with them now! maybe this is the breakthrough he needed, (fooking insane, I know, he's mentally, physically, and sexually abused me, maybe that's not enough you stupid woman! maybe he needs to kill you! So with that I suggest he goes for some therapy ha! and hes' agreeable, but only if I go too!
Fook knows what the therapist thought of him, but she basically said "what the fook are you doing with him?" you know its got to be bad when they are saying that to you! I guess there was no saving him, and I knew it was only a matter of time, cause all I was doing, was treading water. but, its OK cause I Know, he is going off to work soon, so maybe I can plan my escape then maybe I should just leave?! Maybe!....
Anyway off he fooks which gives me some breathing space! and whilst he is away I bump into his best friend, OK! past tense he was his best friend, the one he banished from his house, then accused him of sleeping with me! exhausting! to which was all played out so he could not come to the wedding in Vegas! very calculating don't you think?
Well, he just finished telling me that he had been on a errand of mercy, remember Black soul man? from the stripper Post! so, you know he was married to the young model he met on Sugar daddy.com and she had children with him, but in order to help with the kids he would always get, young girls for a mere pittance to come and Au-pair for him, from foreign countries, well it turns out he had been abusing them as -well, as in taking their passports not giving them any money, and being sexually inappropriate, so Captains C's Ex mate had help one of them escape because it was so bad!
I fooking knew that mother fooker was the devil incarnate I told you he had a dark soul! OMG..
and it was not just based on that isolated incident, because Captain C had a daughter and she mentioned he had been sexually inappropriate with her too, as he had stuck his business card down her bra and said "call me some time" for the record hes 60 and she was 18! totally unacceptable dirty fooking old man! and I remember telling Capatain C about this, and he never once flinched, so if he can turn a blind eye with regards to his daughter, I had no hope in hell!! of making it of there alive!
I'm trying to think what happened next! Oh yeah I think he did feel a little bad for doing what he did, to me! because he said my daughter could come and stay, which at the time I was glad about, because if she was there I would be a lot safer! she, as it happens, had just split up with her boyfriend, and was devastated because he had bought her a dog and had taken it back from her, and a car, and he had taken that from her also which was a bit of a bitch! cause she had traded her own car in for it, which left her without a car! .. bit of pattern going on here don't you think? my daughter is now attracting men like I attract! ... that's not good I mean I can see it now! but obviously not at the time, any way, when Captain C came home he actually felt sorry for her, and offered to go and get her another dog! so off he goes, and he should of been away for about 3-4 hours well fook me hes away for about 10, and don't ask me where he got to! because he came back in a right state, with his clothes ripped and his knuckles covered in blood, and said he had been attacked "WTAF" ..he was waffling on about some freaking conspiracy, he said he paid for the dog, and was on his way to the car when some junkie guy tried to steal it from him!, and that it was all part of a scam! then he went on to say, that he had to use brutal force on the guy and he left him for dead at the side of the road, and don't be surprised if the police rock up cause he thinks he may of actually killed him! OMG only fooking him! why is it that everything he does has got to have some kind of fooking drama attached to it? something as simple as going to buy a dog has now turned into a fooking murder investigation!
Of Course the police never came a knocking! so did this actually happen? or was it just played out in Captain C's little twisted mind! I don't fooking know but all I knew was that if I stayed with him any longer I was going to go completely round the fooking bend...
So the next chain of events did not come as a shock, because, yep! you guessed right, hes lost his shit again and thrown my daughter out of the house, ( he's really good at throwing people out of his house) and she has now had to rent a flat of her own ...to which I'm very concerned about cause her wacko ex boyfriend is now stalking her! and the police are involved, and its all very worrying, because he is ex military and has a fire arm, In-fact I do believe Captain C, was charged with having a fire arm in his possession, he used it for killing the seagulls as they were always killing the fish in his fishpond he kept in his garden... "Sounds like these two were separated a birth" ha! ...
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