I could fill page upon page about Captain C's sleazy debauched fooking ways it never ended it was constantly on tap.
I remember one particular day taking the train into the City for a day out, as painful as it was, yep there was a reason we went by rail instead of car, because the last time, we did we ended up at the police station, because the fooking bam! only yanked the electronic arm out of its fittings, at the multi storey car park, because he could not get his ticket to work so it would raise up to let his car out so he just obliterated it! and threw it to fook! ha! and then of course got charged with vandalism! and I had to go and do a plea of mitigation, on his behalf down at the cop shop, that was not the only incident I had to mitigate on his behalf there were numerous incident's with my neighbours, my family, and any friends I had, Oh! and how could I forget about the incident where I Had to get him a solicitor because he had umpteen parking tickets which he seemed to collect and because he never opened any of his mail they were mounting up to the point there was a warrant out for his arrest, so he had to eventually go before the courts the list was endless!.. WTAF! I'm telling you he is a freaking walking liability everything he touches he destroys, so by now you know this is not going to end well don't you! so after a bit of shopping, we went and got some dinner in a restaurant, and no! he didn't eat much, now there's a thing! but he drank plenty #tequila that is, and after many shots, the bravado started to flow, so, in order for me to feel that I was alive! I suggested that we should run out without paying, ha! I know, I know, Blame it on my BPD and the tequila! .... well, all I distinctly remember was him running after me, as I went out the door first, but, and here's the but the dumb ass fooker had only left all the shopping bags, in the restaurant, under the table, which equated to more than the food bill so he had to run all the way back in, and of course pay the bill-ha! that's how feckless he was!, it was like a fooking comedy sketch, he just couldn't get any thing right!, he was the same when I sent him for food shopping, to the supermarket with a list, and he never ever got anything that was on it! but yet, he could administer pain and suffering at the drop of hat, very selective! don't you think? but, ironic really, cause he gave the impression he was some fooking hard core cave man! yet he was clueless about everything, and not street wise in the slightest, some would say "like a duck out of water" or a "square peg in a round hole"- a person in a situation unsuited to their abilities or character! I mean if he wasn't such a nasty cunt! you would almost feel sorry for him! "Yeah maybe in another life time ha!"
So after all the excitement, we decided to get the train, home and Of course I'm a bit tiddly with the afternoon drinking so when I get to my seat, I just want to close my eyes and sleep it off, but that's not the case for Captain Creepy oh! no! he wants to do some fooking creeping!
Now, On this particular day I have on a trilby hat, and I have it down over my face while i'm sleeping but I come to and I am observing him from underneath my large hat, and he's literally sitting on top of this woman's knee and buying her a shit loads of drinks, and I can hear him laughing and cackling like a witch! and saying to her "I have just opened a shop and I'm looking for a manageress the jobs yours if you want it" WTAF I can not believe what I am hearing and then I hear her say, "well surely that's your wives business," and he was like, "don't worry about that, I will take care of her", you couldn't make this shit up could you? and it gets better when the train stops, I am informed that we are giving this woman a lift home in our taxi! I was fooking livid, and when I got home I let him know just How livid, and I told him that I would be sleeping on the sofa cause I was so repelled by him and his stinking behaviour, and how dare he try and belittle me just who the fook did he think he was! so I made up the sofa and went to sleep, half way through the night though the vile piece of shit, had decided to come down stairs and yank me by the hair, pin me down and scream obscenities, in my face, then climbed on top off me! were he proceeded to have sex with me, It was the most heinous thing ever, how could he, just how could he? and yet in the morning it was like, nothing had happened!.. everyday was like a little bit of me died in-fact I wanted to die, In fact I tried several times whilst I was with that monster but to no avail, usually drink and prescription drugs, and sometimes more often than not he handed them to me! and told me to kill myself! but do you know what? I thank God that I was not successful because lets face it he was not worth killing myself for!
So back to work I went and focused on running the business we had set up, and to help pay the rent on the place we rented out rooms to people one being the girl that he masturbated too!
to which I don't think she paid any rent, at all! but hey ho!
And one to another girl who was very professional in fact she gave up a very nice place to come work with us, as did my daughter! so that was another reason I had to make the place work as other people were now depending on me! so I went above and beyond to make sure it worked but it was futile cause remember everything Captain C touches he destroys!
I shall digress, so one particular day I am running a large event in the shop and I am out the door with customers and theoretically he should of been cock a hoop! cause the money was starting to come in, but, but no! no! is he fook! and because I was so busy that day I did not have much time to look at my phone, but when I did holy shit there were hundreds of missed phone calls and messages, and I could tell by the tone of them he had been drinking and I was going to be for it! when I got home. So I carried on got to the end of the day, closed the shop and made my way back to my prison cell! Well obviously I knew this was not going end well as when I walked in he's sat there chain smoking to which he knows I hate especially smoking in the house! and of course hes knocking back the alcohol like its going out of fashion! "I said your not drinking alone are you" and he replied "well yeah cause my foooking wife would prefer to be somewhere else" (damn fooking right I would!) then he got up from his seat to come towards me and just gets right in my face, I step away and say "here I will have a drink with you, the night is not over I'm sure we can still enjoy it! my son is with his grandmother so all is good!
But it wasn't he was agitated and I knew something was brewing so I panicked and but a diazapam in his drink in the hope he would pass out, well before he could even drink it he had leapt across the room and by now had his hands firmly around my throat and was of course choking me!, I managed to break free and he chased me round that house like a fooking demon possessed! .......
Narcissistic Love is riding on the
Roller-coaster of disaster filled
With a heart full of tears
- Sheree Griffin
So after all the excitement, we decided to get the train, home and Of course I'm a bit tiddly with the afternoon drinking so when I get to my seat, I just want to close my eyes and sleep it off, but that's not the case for Captain Creepy oh! no! he wants to do some fooking creeping!
Now, On this particular day I have on a trilby hat, and I have it down over my face while i'm sleeping but I come to and I am observing him from underneath my large hat, and he's literally sitting on top of this woman's knee and buying her a shit loads of drinks, and I can hear him laughing and cackling like a witch! and saying to her "I have just opened a shop and I'm looking for a manageress the jobs yours if you want it" WTAF I can not believe what I am hearing and then I hear her say, "well surely that's your wives business," and he was like, "don't worry about that, I will take care of her", you couldn't make this shit up could you? and it gets better when the train stops, I am informed that we are giving this woman a lift home in our taxi! I was fooking livid, and when I got home I let him know just How livid, and I told him that I would be sleeping on the sofa cause I was so repelled by him and his stinking behaviour, and how dare he try and belittle me just who the fook did he think he was! so I made up the sofa and went to sleep, half way through the night though the vile piece of shit, had decided to come down stairs and yank me by the hair, pin me down and scream obscenities, in my face, then climbed on top off me! were he proceeded to have sex with me, It was the most heinous thing ever, how could he, just how could he? and yet in the morning it was like, nothing had happened!.. everyday was like a little bit of me died in-fact I wanted to die, In fact I tried several times whilst I was with that monster but to no avail, usually drink and prescription drugs, and sometimes more often than not he handed them to me! and told me to kill myself! but do you know what? I thank God that I was not successful because lets face it he was not worth killing myself for!
So back to work I went and focused on running the business we had set up, and to help pay the rent on the place we rented out rooms to people one being the girl that he masturbated too!
to which I don't think she paid any rent, at all! but hey ho!
And one to another girl who was very professional in fact she gave up a very nice place to come work with us, as did my daughter! so that was another reason I had to make the place work as other people were now depending on me! so I went above and beyond to make sure it worked but it was futile cause remember everything Captain C touches he destroys!
I shall digress, so one particular day I am running a large event in the shop and I am out the door with customers and theoretically he should of been cock a hoop! cause the money was starting to come in, but, but no! no! is he fook! and because I was so busy that day I did not have much time to look at my phone, but when I did holy shit there were hundreds of missed phone calls and messages, and I could tell by the tone of them he had been drinking and I was going to be for it! when I got home. So I carried on got to the end of the day, closed the shop and made my way back to my prison cell! Well obviously I knew this was not going end well as when I walked in he's sat there chain smoking to which he knows I hate especially smoking in the house! and of course hes knocking back the alcohol like its going out of fashion! "I said your not drinking alone are you" and he replied "well yeah cause my foooking wife would prefer to be somewhere else" (damn fooking right I would!) then he got up from his seat to come towards me and just gets right in my face, I step away and say "here I will have a drink with you, the night is not over I'm sure we can still enjoy it! my son is with his grandmother so all is good!
But it wasn't he was agitated and I knew something was brewing so I panicked and but a diazapam in his drink in the hope he would pass out, well before he could even drink it he had leapt across the room and by now had his hands firmly around my throat and was of course choking me!, I managed to break free and he chased me round that house like a fooking demon possessed! .......
Narcissistic Love is riding on the
Roller-coaster of disaster filled
With a heart full of tears
- Sheree Griffin
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