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"The end is neigh"


The end was extremely fucking neigh, I think it was fair to say!
and to be honest I have only skimmed the surface with the abuse I endured at this man hands, cause lets face it, nobody wants to be burdened with anymore low vibrating details so I will carry on with story in hand! besides there is shit loads more of hapless stuff, Captain Creepy did! that I haven't covered yet ha!
So as you can imagine, I have now reached my point of no return! so I wait for him to go off to work mind you his jobs were getting less and less away, so it was getting harder for me to plan my exit, and that was because every job he went to he upset people so he was never ever given a contract of any kind, or asked back come to think of it! I wonder why?
And while he was a away I chose my moment packed my bags all that I could carry that is, and moved in to my daughters flat!
And battened down the hatches and waited for the onslaught, cause lets face it we knew there was going to be repercussions!
I'm just trying to recall what he did first, oh yes he told masturbation girl! you know the girl I caught him wanking all over, not literally,(her picture on FB) that none of us liked her, and all the girls in the business had been miss calling her (none of it true) but if your on the low vibrating, side your gonna buy into his bullshit aren't you, If the truth be known, I actually felt sorry for her cause all he was doing was setting her up to be his collateral damage, cause seemingly he had said to her, " don't worry I will throw them all out of the business and give it to you!" and that she and him were going to live happily ever after together loooool!, seemingly he even proposed to her by all accounts, and they were having a red themed wedding, with horses adorned with red feathers! because apparently she was pregnant (he's had a vasectomy by the way loooool!) and this all happened within a  12-24 hour window looooooo! Oh! and I forgot he was buying her a range rover like the one he had bought me, that's'another long story I'll tell you about at a later date!, but lets just say if another fooking man ever offers to buy me another Range rover again, I will not be responsible for my actions! ha! cause that's the second one I have now had reprocessed ha!
It was fooking laughable really cause she couldn't even drive so I guess he was going to hire a chauffeur, for her as well, ha! I told you this mother fooker lives in La La Land, but the ironic thing was she was hanging on his every word! cause she told me it was her he wanted! ("please my darling take him I do not want him in-fact no one wants him, and neither will you by the time he is finished with you") that's what I wanted to say obviously, but people have to find out for themselves I guess! It was apparent, she had bought in to everything he told her! cause her ego led her to believe that she was so irresistible, "No love your being set up can't you fooking see it!".Oh my days! there really was no excuse, for him, though, to be so child like and juvenile, in behaviour but this lets you see what kind of deranged man your dealing with, one that believes his own lies!, because he was pushing 60, that's what makes it even more fooking embarrassing!
So, by now you know the drill! of course there was going to be a sequence of events manifest from all this, bad fooking energy  And that's why I was not surprised, that masturbation girl lost her shit with me!, because he had been filling her head with absolute fooking pish! and as you know he's very good at drip feeding people, poison cause he's a fooking narcissist! so next thing to happen was an altercation between her and I, and the police were involved, in-fact it ended up in court, several times, because threats were made, I didn't blame her though cause she was just having her strings yanked by the puppet master, but the police took it seriously because of the nature of the situation!  #Thrown under the bus#Scapegoat#Collateral damage ...
Any-hoo! she's now pissed off so she has an axe to grind and teams up with Captain Creepy cause obviously, I tell her shes not welcome to work in the shop anymore!
And if anyone knows anything about narcissists you will know that they do not work alone they always need someone to do their dirty work and if you have low self-worth, you are just the type of person they are looking for!# Apath!
As you can Imagine, Captain Creepy is getting more agitated as the days go on, so what can he do that is going to cause maximum pain, oh! yeah that's right! he waits for me one dark night after I finish my work and grabs me from behind, #shit myself! and of course he is threatening to do all sorts to me and telling me to get out of that shop, because masturbation girl is going to be the new Manger and that I just need to fook right off or he will kill me! and he made it quite clear that was not a threat that was a promise!
Obviously I was terrified, and felt there was nothing left other than to call the police!
They came round and I told them everything about his reign of terror on me! physically, mentally, sexually and now financially!
OMG  the next thing I know is, they have locked him up, and he is now in a holding cell! WTAF this is not going to end well is it?
So a couple of days later after his release from police custody I go into the business and the place is a right state fag butts all over the floor and lipstick smeared on the work surfaces, yep you guessed the hit-man and his Apath! have been in and the have made their mark! and whats more he had disconnected the electric so, their is no power! WTAF I don't know what I'm going to tell everyone when they come in! so I quickly phone around some electricians and, I find someone who comes out and manages to get us back up and running! thank-God!
But and here's the but the same thing happens again the next day! no electric ... so I calls the man again! by about the third day of this fooking lunatic, disconnecting the electric, that was it game fooking over, I could not afford for an electrician to be called out every freaking day to jump start that business! as well you know, you can't reason with a mad man! he was totally insane, so much so  he could not see by destroying me he was going to destroy himself in the process! that's how blindsided he was, its that age old saying about revenge, " Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves, one for
yourself!"

 * Narcissists recruit people, to help them tear down their victims!

 * They are called Apath's and they are indifferent to the victim and their suffering!

 * More often than not they genuinely don't care!, just as long as it's not happening to      them!

 * The one attribute an Apath must have is a link to the target!

 * And they are usually jealous or angry at the target so this gives them motive!






     
     






































The end is neigh! that's a fooking joke as I said in my book if you thought living with a dysfunctional toxic person was bad your going to now found out how bad it is when you leave one!

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